Busy!

Damn, theres so much to do this week. I have choke projects, essays, & a lot more. Sucks, the fact that i dont have that much time for myself to just chill & cruise. But yeah, i kinda asked for it. At least it keeps me out of 'bad things'. Blah Blah Blah, anyways, I havent posted in a LONG ASS TIME! So imma post right now. Well its sophomore year & its still first quarter & im already having lots of fun. Hmm.. Updates? Kinda losing my bestfriend & most truest friend, cz of my new lifestyle. But yeah, whatevers..Imma head out. Kaydens Bruh!

It's not the same

"A man of many companions may come to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother."

—Proverbs 18:24


You truly are and always be closer to me than a brother, I want to do so much for you and guide you along your path. Don't worry about the words of others, because they simply don't know. I've recently started to speak to God about you and I want to just make it really known that I do love you brother. Along with the knowledge I'll give you in the future I want to say it’s okay to fail, learn from it and you will succeed. Always speak truth to everyone and anyone, don't hide yourself because people want to know the REAL you. They'll appreciate you so much more and respect you even more as well. SO DON'T TRIP CHOCOLATE CHIP! & remember brother, no matter what anyone says, you dress hella fine & you're my LittleBrotherMicah so that makes it impossible for you to be lame.



-BigBrotherKeith

As Time Passes

This school year had went by so fast. In a blink of an eye we went from first quarter to fourth. I've learned so many new things socially and academically. I met new people but it sucks to always have the same people in the same classes for most of your day. I kinda wished that i met new people. Be social with someone of the upperclassmen. But its too late, i guess. Knowing they're graduating in a couple of weeks. It sucks so bad. I guess you could say this year would be a memorable one. A lot of drama happened. Too, long to explain. Next year im gonna be a sophmore i wonder what thats gonna feel like. At least im not at the bottom of the fishbowl any more, haha. I look forward to seeing our yearbook this year! (: i really want to be in the yearbook staff. I'd pimp that yearbook our with my photoshop skills, haha. Well imma clos this up cuz i have to film a conference at school. kaydensss mahalo!

Can't settle for less,

Damn, frick yesterday was fun but fricken idk. Raena, Dary, Char, & I went to Koolina for Niki's bday. It was fun, the water was cold & refreshing. Never have food (Donuts, Chips & dip don't count) But yeah, The girl were taking pictures. I was the photographer (; But yeah anyways we were the last ones to leave. We stayed there till' Chars dad picked us up. So to keep us occupied we talked story. Than i lost my retainer! Fricken, long story. But it wasnt only my fault. But its sooooo stupid. But yeahh, anyways now i have to pay $150 for a new one. But im gonna try to have Dary at least 1/4 - 1/2 of it. Cuz' yeah i have a single parent & my moms not planning on spending that much on something. Oh wells, signing off cheepono (:

Shattered into a Thousand Pieces

I know i did something wrong last night & i'd do anything to give back. I'm sorry i let those who cared about me down. But i was caught up in the moment not knowing what i was doing. All the hurt, the pain, the sorrow i had disappeared. I don't do these things much, & i'm gonna keep it that way. But when i found out that someone special did more worst things than i did, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. I couldn't believe it. At first i thought you were joking about it. But when you texted me back that you promise to God. I went blank, like that feeling were all emotion run through your head in such a fast time. I just started breaking down, face on my pillow all ballin' out. I never shed that much tears in such a long time. I guess when you love someone so much that happens. I can't manage to still think about what you said. I delete that text from the moment i saw it. I hate him for changing you, i hate you for changing. Each day that goes by i know i'm gonna be thinking about you. I still love you. Even though i have no chance. But i'll tell what i would've done if i had that chance. I would've started calling you babe, like how i wanted to. I would've made so much time for us to meet up & spend time, maybe meet your parents. I would've stop all the dumb arguments, & i would've put all my trust, heart, honesty, & love into our relationship, to make up for everything i had done in the pass. I'm sorry it happen this way. I wish every night on 11:11 for you to come back. But i guess you never will. But you know i'll always have you in my heart. No matter what you've done in the pass. I'm gonna try to understand all of it.

Nicole, i love you.

Its been so long!

Yup, its been like 2 1/2 months since i posted. We'll it's cuz i'm just so busy living the life. Paddling has taken me so many places. Last weekend we went down to Maui & had choke fun. Now, the season has end and two weeks later i'm gonna be paddling in the summer. School has been such a drag man, it's getting so hard & all the teachers expect much in, us students, to do so good in the program. From videos to presentations to websites!, its all brainwashing me. But i managed to get through all of it. Now, im just waiting for my grade to swing by. Yikes, moms gonna kill me, but i think i did decent this quarter. Love life's not going to good, well its basically going downhill cuz yeah, its to complicated to put out in public. Uh, what else. Oh friends, some of them are good some are irritating, some get to much drama. So idk, w.e. But yeah, now that paddling season is done, its been so boring. Everyday that passes by i wish, urge, want to paddle. We'll spring break is in session & i hope it's gonna be filled with fun & to keep my mind of things. Hope to post another bulletin -signin'off

BORING DAY AT SCHOOL!

-went to school
-Dary forgot to pick up Raena & Desha :p
-got a new class, Mr. Nagamine
-so boring school
-went to kams
-went Dary's house
-cruised
-went home
TOMORROW I GET MY BRACES OFF!

SCHOOL IN SESSION!

I don't really feel like writin' a whole lot, so i'll js list.
-Went back to school
-New class (participation in democracy)
-School was boring!
-Had Practice
-Choke ass drills/conditioning
That's pretty much it
Oh yeah, RAENA GET BIG TATAS!

ANOTHER DAY WITH LYN!

Today, i woke up around 8:30, went back sleep, woke up 9:00, went back sleep, woke up around 10:30. I called Lyn and asked her what was the plan. She never know, so i took shower and changed into underwear. Lyn called and said that Dom had to go to Gab's house. So Lyn came my house so i can do her hair (color um') But yeah, she came over, i wasn't even ready, i was on the computer & watching that new Made on MTV. Lyn & I were watching Made when i was like 12:30 and we left without finishing Made, but i recorded it on cable in the living room. Never watch um yet. So yeah, i left the house & walked to Kams. When we got there we bought the dye/bleach. Went to Starubucks, Lyn got Jumba. When we went home, we got started on Lyn's hair. Lyn was so unsure what to do. So we just went with what she wanted & had fun. We used on old tooth brush to put the bleach on, SO DAKINE! Then, got to complicated so we used our hands. Hahaha, was fun though. When it was done we washed it out. I came out pretty good, but had to do some fixing up, cuz some parts were different color. But in the end, it looked great. But yeah, then we just rested on the mat & went on my laptop making videos & taking pictures. Ate Korean food & i forgot about the time cuz i had paddling practice. So i got ready & Lyn called her bro. I left the house around 3:40, Lyn left a little after.

At practice, we did a triangle! Finally! I've been wanting to do a triangle since i've been chosen to steer. But yeah, a triangle is from Keehi, all the way up to the island point/reef runway, down to sand island, & straight down back to Keehi. It was fun, pushing and yelling at everyone. But i've got a lot of work to do steering with a wooden blade. Then my madre picked me up & we went to Office Depot. There i bought a chilling pad for my laptop cuz, it crashes a lot. So yeah, after that i got home & took shower. Tried out my chilling pad, it works pretty good. & now on myspace & posting this blog! Ciao (:

A DAY WITH LYN

Today, i woke up around 11:00 am in the morning. Then, went to the kitchen, never had breakfast so i when help my sister cook fried rice and ate. Lyn popped out of nowhere, while i was on the computer. Then we just sat there watch Youtube videos till' around 12:01 pm. Then walked down to Farrington High to go and meet up with Roxn [sp?] (thats how i say her name). After meeting up we walked to the bus stop to wait for A bus. When the bus came, we got in and sat down. The bus was so shaky! No joke, so shaky, got me irratated kine, but i laughed small kine. Then we got off to Alas. We went to Hot Topic, cuz thats Lyns store. Looked around, i tried on a tutu [sp?], Lyn took one picture me, so shame. Then we when around cruising till' it got boring. We were supposed to go movies but Roxn had to meet up with Ray. We waited like 30 an hour for him, & met up with him by the payphones. We walked around, still bored. Then we ate & went to Gamestop, we all played Rock Band. That was prolly the only fun thing we had done, interacting with each other since i only went Roxn and ray for the first time. But yeah, then we cruised little bit more, then Ray had to go bathroom, so we went to Nordstrom cuz get nicer bathrooms. While waiting, Lyn, Roxn and i were wating at MAC make-up place. Lyn & Roxn was being girls. While i sat there conversating with the worker. Ray came down both of us bored. It was about 6:30 when we left. Got on the bus and rode home. & ignored my grandma cussing in filipino about me going out to late, but yeah Lyn came home with me. We turned on the tv & computer. We watched Grease till' Lyn went home. Me just on myspace, working on a t-shirt design, and aim. Now bloging.